Well, last night I did begin to dabble with the junk food. I think one or two PopTart S'mores are missing. I had a headache and I could tell I was on a slippery slope so I just went to bed and cut the food binging off. At today's weigh in I was down 2.4lbs!!! I am officially out of the 160s by the skin of my teeth, 159.4!! Back on track goal-wise as I am down 27 lbs in all as week 26 commences.
I do feel like I am playing a dangerous game with what I'll call "Thin Goggles." Much like beer goggles, I am referring to my vision altering for the better (but ultimately worse). Drunk on compliments and the glee of fitting into old or smaller clothing, I start to think well I'm kind of already at goal. I am pretty close to having a healthy BMI which would be an acceptable goal weight by WW standards. Maybe this last few pounds isn't that necessary to lose? Or maybe this last few pounds is harder to lose for a reason like maybe its just part of me? Then I wear a bathing suit or see an unflattering picture and I am reminded that there is still plenty of road ahead of me. I deserve to be rid of all this extra weight. I want to look good all the time not just in occasional pictures with my head tilted just so. Speaking of unflattering pictures, my race picture is dreadful!! I don't know where the camera was but they take these shots mid-run and I always look like such a nut out there. Does anyone look good in these pictures? Someone must but when is it my turn? Clearly not yet.
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