Lemon #1: The most minor "lemon" is vacation packing. Ugh. I do love vacations and day trips, we are so lucky to be able to do them. BUT packing for them gives me such anxiety. Hello self! We are not going to be in the middle of no where you can always get what you need when you actually get there! Deep breath.
Lemon #2: Baby might be sick. She has a weird cough and I'm concerned it might be something major since we just had company here and they became ill right after they left. My poor baby. We're going to the doctor tomorrow!
Lemon #3: Money. We are really trying to be conscientious about our spending since the move is potentially on the horizon. Spending on anything makes me want to cringe lately. Why does it seem there is always pressure to spend more and have more? I just want less and simple!!! Come to me, Less and Simple, why do I have to work so hard for that!?
Lemon #4: Moving. I do love the idea of a new place but I'm also happy here. I'm not scared of meeting new people or figuring things out with the schools or housing. My only worry is that my husband will find himself in the same work/life balance which is our main reason for moving (in addition to just trying out a completely different place, oh and better weather). Will we get everything we want out of moving or are we going to look back and suddenly realize we had it pretty good in NJ? But the move is not imminent so for now its just second thoughts about actually doing it and whether or not to do home improvements or not. Somehow I feel like it might be easier if it was a sudden thing with a job offer in hand.
I guess those are my only lemons as of now. In my angst over all this I did some purging of the arts and crafts cabinet. Note to self: Purging while angry leads to much more successful purging.
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As I took out the garbage tonight I was still thinking about this morning's post about what to do next. I had a generally good day yet I'm letting all this worry into my mind. I think the universe is telling me something. I am going to look into meditation yoga class. I even sent my husband a note that we should do it together, we've both said that we wanted to in the past. We've been talking about doing a date night this may be perfect.
Weight Watchers today went well. I was up 0.6 lbs probably b/c I ate breakfast. 153.8 is perfect for the maintenance though. It was nice to have a week where I didn't jump too much in either direction. One of the very motivating women at the meeting made lifetime member after losing 118 lbs. Our leader who we absolutely love was not there today so the meeting itself was not all that great. I'm still thinking about last week's motivating comment. "There is no perfection only perseverance."
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